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xTr1m
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Topics: 106
Replies: 4441
Registered: 11.Oct.03 |
I've had this idea of opening a thread where everyone who feels bad about something he can't change can come here and share their thoughts with the community.
So here we go, let's start with me.
Things I feel bad about and can't do anything against it:
Dyslexia, love-shyness, avoidant personality disorder.
Some of that is genetical, some of that is psychological. And it's not cool at all to have them.
->)>- Ennio Morricone - Playing Love (963 hits) -<(<- played live by me! 
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slammin vinyl
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Topics: 302
Replies: 3248
Registered: 06.Mar.04 |
I feel down because government boundaries prevent me from being with my girlfriend permanently right now, until I've cut through all the red tape, which is time consuming and very expensive. We're supposed to live in 'FREE' countries (Canada/UK), yet we're not free to be able to love each other in the way we both deserve, without pleasing the beaurocrats pockets and conditions.
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Analysis
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Topics: 72
Replies: 6282
Registered: 16.Mar.03 |
If I've learned one thing in life, then its that you can beat yourself. You can change who you are, and you can get the 'love-shy' thing to disappear. Its hard work, and it's not easy however.
It took a while, but : It's a new release! (3501 hits) |
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PartySan
Artist
Topics: 54
Replies: 6015
Registered: 20.Jun.04 |
I have:
Avoidant Personality Disorder
Hikikomori (I act like one, but one significant difference: I can't lock myself in a room. I'm not in Japan, FFS  )
Inferiority Complex
Manic-depression (depressed all the time. Never in a good mood)
Pessimism (I haven't been optimist since I was 12. I never get my hopes up, always contemplate failure @ last minute)
Thoughts of suicide/self-harm
Perpetual Fatalism (I know I"m treated like shit at school, but I accept it. Nothing I can do to stop that)
Social Anxiety
Introverted
possible Teen Angst
Self-denigration (excessive. Never say anything good about myself, only insults)
Wimpy, Whiny Personality
Antisocial personality disorder
No Self Esteem, No self-confidence
Lack of empathy (lost it age 13.5)
Wow, what a huge list. I bet that's not even half of it.
I will know call my personality Tashin for a reason which won't be revealed to peoples.
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Delux
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Topics: 77
Replies: 731
Registered: 19.Aug.04 |
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PartySan wrote on 21 Oct. (15:47) :
I have:
Avoidant Personality Disorder
Hikikomori (I act like one, but one significant difference: I can't lock myself in a room. I'm not in Japan, FFS )
Inferiority Complex
Manic-depression (depressed all the time. Never in a good mood)
Pessimism (I haven't been optimist since I was 12. I never get my hopes up, always contemplate failure @ last minute)
Thoughts of suicide/self-harm
Perpetual Fatalism (I know I"m treated like shit at school, but I accept it. Nothing I can do to stop that)
Social Anxiety
Introverted
possible Teen Angst
Self-denigration (excessive. Never say anything good about myself, only insults)
Wimpy, Whiny Personality
Antisocial personality disorder
No Self Esteem, No self-confidence
Lack of empathy (lost it age 13.5)
Wow, what a huge list. I bet that's not even half of it.
I will know call my personality Tashin for a reason which won't be revealed to peoples.
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C'mon, keep on destroying yourself with those wonderful "medical" terms....
The more you spell them, the more you'll feel sick damn...
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Ceekayed
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Topics: 19
Replies: 492
Registered: 30.Aug.03 |
Umm, this is a scary thread. Mainly because I'm going to answer to it. Or just partly. Whatever.
Life just sucks, but that's because I've found a new side of myself; the gothy perversion for teen angst, which makes everything a bit more harder. I thought it was supposed to happen at least 5 years ago, but guess I'm bit of a retard in that case.
I'm also suffering of a bad writer's block (been like that for, err, 4-5 months?), mainly because of the angst and financial stress. I can't seem to get my bills paid, no matter what I do.
Also, the person I'm currently in love with, is at Wien, and wants to be "just friends" which is not fine with me. 
Umm, guess that's about it. Did I mention the teen angst already?
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Cooth
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Topics: 59
Replies: 3588
Registered: 02.Jan.03 |
PartySan wrote on 21 Oct. (15:47) :
Self-denigration (excessive. Never say anything good about myself, only insults)
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Maybe it's about time to try. |
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Sebaz
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Topics: 24
Replies: 2295
Registered: 05.Jul.03 |
others suicide plans are scaring the hell out of me. so partysan, everyone in ctg backs you up, too bad only thru cables, but hang out there, mate. might be i'm over reacting, but don't think those harmly things, since everyone is so damn little time on earth and everyone dies someday and starts a happy time, because i believe there's better times when we're dead. like my friend's father once said "there's better changes to get to heaven, since hell is busy."
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DDspeed
Artist
Topics: 24
Replies: 4892
Registered: 07.Jun.03 |
Hey, I'm quite happy with my life  .
Am I the only one?
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John Marwin
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Topics: 58
Replies: 1842
Registered: 30.Jun.03 |
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It sucks when people make new versions of old threads
http://www.ctgmusic.com/topic.php?id=4182
Bah, all kidding aside, my life sucks because I'm sick as shit, no NOT in the head but
in the body. I hate my body, had my body been as well crafted as my mind
was when I was born, alot of bad memories would not be.
I've been afflicted with astma since I was a lil lil toddler, first thing the doctors
had to do was to suck slime out of my throat so I could breathe... yeah good intro
to one's life innit? But wait, it get's better! I *still* have this fricking astma, and now when I'm sick and coughing my lungs out, the astma is back and doing it's "dude, you're gonna choke to death" scare tactic.....which .. works I must admit 
but, if you remove the astma problems I've got, my life is pretty damned near perfect. Sure I could use a bit more cash and probably some more sanity, but hell you can't have everything
oh and yeah, sickness tends to bring out the best in people around you,
*blows a kiss to his girl for being such a good nurse*
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